We never figured out exactly how to say goodbye,
I remember everything you ever told me was a lie.
Like a spider caught in its own web,
I'm your helpless victim, dumb and dead.
Come bite off a piece of me,
(With silk spun around my neck)
I know you're hungry.
(You're moirai toying with my flesh)
You know you want some, you know you want it.
(Are you spinner, alotter, or simply death?)
As crazy as it is, I wanted you
In spite of everything we couldn't do,
And even after all that we've been through,
I'll always wonder if you loved me too.
I want you to tell me something,
Don't hide behind your disguise.
The things I used to feel whenever you would cross my mind,
I knew that they were real but didn't realize I was blind.
You're a hateful, callous, broken girl,
You were made by an awful, cruel world,
But don't take it out on the rest of us.
(You pulled me down to a frigid hell I cannot escape now)
You're vain and shallow,
(I'm so hollow)
So damn hollow.
I am tired of this back and forth,
This is all I want and more.
I don't hate you, I don't love you.
Fool me again,
I am broken,
This was an accident
I won't soon forget.
released October 14, 2016
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